i miss year 8 so much

remember the little book i bought with you and its now my diary?
you bought the bigger book for you diary..
i was reading it (sorta) when i saw something.
theres pictures in that book
and that pictures was of bestfriends sharing an umbrella
and next to it i wrote
hey thats just like me and .....!

heh. is it still like that?
looking back..
i miss year 8 so much.
no other year can replace it.
no one can ever say it wasnt the best.
year 8, i miss you would you come back please?

its amazing how so much can change in soo little time yeah?
maybe its my fault
and maybe our friendship was NEVER that strong.
i just thought it was.
you know..
how hurt i was?
when you didnt tell me about the whole thing between u and him?
and you didnt even MENTION ANYTHING about it to me.
and i had to find out from 2 other people..
yeah, i know i said sorry and i tried to forget about it
BUT ITS REALLY HARD.
it just keeps haunting and haunting me.

sometimes im soooo excited just cause im gonna hang with you!
and then when all of us "hang"
we just split into 2 groups.
i reallyy want to talk to you
and then she pulls u away...

sorry.. its just
you have no clue how hard it is for me. you have no clue how much i miss you and how much i still wnat you as my best friend.
i talked to you about
and you said nothing can replace me
but she feels like the nothing.

year 8, year 8
i miss you so much.