i always wonder...
whats gonna happen to us next?
are we gonna keep on drifting and drifting apart?
or are we gonna go back to what we were before?
i always wonder
and somehow even if you do something that pisses me off,
all my anger turns into sadness. i dont know how it works but it just does
when everything first started, i cried a lot and a lot.
thinking.. i cant lose another best friend.
but i did.. and we're here now
drifting and drifting....
till we go nowhere.

theres always 2 types of friends in the world,
fake and real.
but we can never tell whos fake and whos real until we mess up.
doesnt that suck?
we always say friends forever, but do we mean it?
forever is a really long time.
can people actually stay friends with others forever?
i know some of you guys i can always count on and trust
but some of you give me mixed feelings,
like i can count on you sometimes,
but other times can i?
life is way to complicated,
life should just be simple, happy and relax.
but thats just how everything works,
the more you want something, the more you wont ever get it.



things always dont work out for us dontcha think?
we just love to bring the worst outta each other dont we?
maybee relationships are just over rated..
trust is a big thing in relationships,
something we dont have.
something that always pulls us down.
i give you the chance, i trusted you but yet you just completely ruined it again.
i wonder... can my feelings be chopped up into pieces?
that way at least i know im happy with half of my life.
half of my life is alot alr isnt it?
so why dont i feel like im happy at alL?
trust is just something too much for us.
it takes years to build up, seconds to destroy and forever to repair.
maybe i'll get over it but maybe i wont.