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Friday, February 04, 2011

dissapointment? way more than that.
its been way too many times.

this time, its just my fault.
but seriously, YOU ASKED.
i answered thats all, and then all i get is SHOUTED AT -.-
what the hell!
alhdlashdsladhqpihekadnladldsaldgqldbasdbasodgasdsl
excitement just leads to disappointment.
expectations just leads to disappointment..


hasldhasld
for once, i need this
i know i wont regret it.

Tuesday, December 07, 2010




Sunday, November 07, 2010


OMGG!!
havent blogged in a while..!!
hahaha. the only reason why i wanted to blog is because of...
:):)
:):):)
*wait for it!!*...
MY BEST FRANN :) chean shuo!!:)
OMFG. i miss you sooo much!! :(
you have no clueeee!!
and you bitch!! you have your holidays right noww ;( unfair much? jk ;)
i loveyouuuuuuu bitch and i miss you sooo much ;(
IM TRYINGG REALLYYY HARD TO GO TO SINGA IN DEC!! :)
so you better pray for me and hope my mommy lets me! :)
hahhahah so i could have fun with you like the old days :D
and we'll do our doodling plan we planned... like a long time ago :P
hehehe. i feel like i havent talked to you in a bit! well yes i have not and you have SO Much to update me on and i have SO much to tell you too!!
bitch i hate how your like 3 hours away from me :(:( technically more than 3 but yeah you get it
hdaslhdsaldsladhlsahdhasdlahflashdlsad
flyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
tooooooooooooo
hhongggggggggggggggggg
konggggggggggggg
because joelle misses you!!
COME HEREE BITCH :(:(
oh and... you posted a post on...

Monday, July 5, 2010


yes im sucha fail -.- i jsut read it.
yes thats how stupidd i am but...!!
hahaha bitch i miss youuuuu
come to freaking hongkong!
yyou like winter dont cha? :)
its cold in hongkong right now!
so comeee hereee!! you can stay at my house bitch :D my grandma freaking loves you :D
heehhehe!! and we could like... SHOPPPPp!!! EVERYDAY!! :)
shopping with maaa bestffrannn :D
hehehee ;)
wellll i miss you bitch so just... come :D

LOVEYOUSSXXX

Tuesday, September 07, 2010

i miss year 8 so much

remember the little book i bought with you and its now my diary?
you bought the bigger book for you diary..
i was reading it (sorta) when i saw something.
theres pictures in that book
and that pictures was of bestfriends sharing an umbrella
and next to it i wrote
hey thats just like me and .....!

heh. is it still like that?
looking back..
i miss year 8 so much.
no other year can replace it.
no one can ever say it wasnt the best.
year 8, i miss you would you come back please?

its amazing how so much can change in soo little time yeah?
maybe its my fault
and maybe our friendship was NEVER that strong.
i just thought it was.
you know..
how hurt i was?
when you didnt tell me about the whole thing between u and him?
and you didnt even MENTION ANYTHING about it to me.
and i had to find out from 2 other people..
yeah, i know i said sorry and i tried to forget about it
BUT ITS REALLY HARD.
it just keeps haunting and haunting me.

sometimes im soooo excited just cause im gonna hang with you!
and then when all of us "hang"
we just split into 2 groups.
i reallyy want to talk to you
and then she pulls u away...

sorry.. its just
you have no clue how hard it is for me. you have no clue how much i miss you and how much i still wnat you as my best friend.
i talked to you about
and you said nothing can replace me
but she feels like the nothing.

year 8, year 8
i miss you so much.

Saturday, July 31, 2010

you have no clue how much we all miss you already.

i know you couldn't help yourself...
but its his birthday.

i regret so much.
i kept telling myself that after i came bak from UK
the first thing i would do is go and visit you
but i kept hanging out,
kept delaying it...
until today
which i barely saw you for...
maybe for just like 10 minutes i was with you?
and then you left all of us.

i just wish i could have been a better grand daughter,
i wish i visited you more, spent more time with you.

i know you waited for her to visit you,
the doctor said you left late,
everyone told me that you waited for her...
and i should have thought about bringiing my laptop
and u could have webcammed with her...
she was the one you loved the most outta all your grand children..
i really wish you and her could have seen her for the last time

i remember as a child, you always bought me hershey's cookies and cream chocolate..
and slowly... my favorite flavor became cookies and cream.
i remember that me and my sister always fought for the bars of cookies and cream chocolate you bought us...

then when i grew up.. we grew apart..
i didnt understand why you left us, i felt mad
and i was really angry at you doing all the stuff to our family
but now.. i think.. you had your reasons.. i dont know what reasons
but im sure you did cause you wouldnt have done that to us.
at first when you came back,
i was like WTF.
but then i found out you were sick.
in the beginning, i refused to visit you
but my mom told me you were getting worst and worst everyday...
and i got scared you'll leave us...
so i visited you whenever my mom asked me to

watching you get skinnier and weaker day by day was really painful...
and when summer came,
i made sure i visited you everyday, well not everyday but at least once in 2 days cause by that time, your condition was unstable and the doctors said you were gonna leave soon.
but then i went to uk.
and when my mom texted me telling me you were really ill,
i was really scared, the only time someone in my family passed away, i was too little to understand. but this time i understood...
i told myself i had to visit you..
but i only did today...
i had 4 whole days to visit you and spend more time with you..
but i didnt go.. until today
and when i saw you today..
i wanted to cry.. but i held my tears
it only had been 3 weeks,
and you became so skinny,
so weak.
sooo much skinnier and sooooo much weaker..
when i called you the first time..
i dont think you heard me
i had to go right next to your ear and called you really loudly, then you heard
i dont think you recognized me in the beginning, but i guess you remembered after...
i was gonna cry...
but i was sick too
so i had to go home..

but at night, we recieved a call from my mom in the hospital.
everyone at home rushed there. and by the time i saw you,
it was too late..
everyone wass crying.
i tried to held my tears, but i just couldnt...
i couldnt take the fact that you were gone..
and even though you didnt really watch me grow up..
and we werent that close..
but i cried..

where ever you are,
i'll always talk to you
and i know your gonna always be somewhere here...
listening to our whole family
and your gonna protect us too right?

we miss you, we all do..
x

Sunday, June 27, 2010

SUMMER <3.
SUMMER <3.
SUMMER <3.
SUMMER <3.

i still cant believe that summer is FINALLY HERE!
well 1 week of summer has past!
summer is like the best!
no hw, no school, no teachers
im all freeeeeee!! :D
like a little bird.
okayy im talking crap

summer is like...
the best time of the year :)

btwss im in love with the song california gurls :)
its awesomee!! :)

so what have i been doing this week?
hm... nothing speciall :)
besides chilling, hanging and catching up on sleep :)
ohh my sleeping pattern is kinda messed up too -.-
ehehhe

<3.x

Thursday, June 24, 2010

life sucks.
life sucks.
life sucks.

life is so god damn unfair.

heh.
family is just gonna be another one of those words
im NEVER gonna be able to understand.